Find it and Live with it

Find it and live with it By tt 5/13/2022 At Tashi’s apartment on Adama Mickiewicza, Warsaw, Poland (1) I have been trying to find one thing One thing only For someone This one thing can be so scary to touch But for others it is extremely noble to discover (2) I have been looking for this one thing I know without this one thing I am nothing better than a wandering street dog I know this one thing delineates the value of my earthly existence (3) This one thing The thingness of my own self-creation Is what I am really is or Is not At times, this one thing terrifies me Every now and then This one thing frees me from the fear caused by deeply rooted misperceptions of self (4) This one thing of mine is the reason I came so far away From the great land known as America Where people take everything for granted This one thing I truly needed Is a magic remedy to remove the cause of aversion, self-charishment and ignoramce If I found it I can live forever without any fear but love for all (5) Today, I am heading toward the direction Where I new nothing but unknown I know I have no choice But to answer the call of my very own heart I am hopeful I determined to unllock this unknown I believe I have heard the word of key To see and touch the face of unknown Is what I have been seeking for (6) In searching, you may get lost But you will be glorified one day See and touch the face of the unknown Ought be everyone’s purpose (7) Live with unknown can make one acts like a wild beast May I live with wisdom-awareneness May I live with genuine compassion May all-powerful ones hear the word of key And find the widows they need the most May all the ordinaries realize they are not who they think they are but extraordinaries! (8) In searching I may never return to the place Where all my beloved ones live But they know I loved them with my entire being I am convinced they can remember I did it At least, one time in this lifetime! Of course my love for them and my unfinished Karma Will bring me back to the same place Where I will continuo my searching…