Mahasattva

Wrote to CT after receiving her first snow picture in Cambridge  12.02.2019 我看到了，雪！ 她是 白白的 轻轻的 像你一样快乐又可爱！ 我看见她 自由地 兴奋地 像你一样、 把大地变成了白色的舞台

Your Good time is Mine  Wrote for CT  12.03.2019 4:49AM གྲོགས་པོ་ཡག་པོ་ གསོལ་ཇ་ཞིམ་པོ། ཁ་ཟས་མངར་མོ། དུས་ཚོད་སྤྲོ་བོ།   སེམས་ཚོར་ལྷོད་པོ། རིག་པ་གསལ་བོ། དྲན་ཤེས་བརྟན་པོ། འཚོ་བ་སྐྱིད་པོ། ཤེས་འདོད་ཆེན་པོ། སློབ་སྦྱོང་གཙོ་བོ། ཕན་སེམས་དྲག་པོ། ང་རྒྱལ་མེད་པོ། མི་ཚེའི་སྙིང་པོ།

Eulogy to my Divine-Lady of Fire   11-23-19 By Tt At Virginia home Oh, you my dear friend Please come to myside.   Look!  It is burning Wait! Actually, it is purifying And more precisely, it is becoming... The fire that burst in my eyes Warmed up my heart with her divine chest, gentle like jade!    Stirred by the wind of bliss, The blond hair of my divine-lady, fire, I rousted, Flies upward in the form of flame, Along with her delicious bodily fragrance in the color of smoke. The heavenly scent of my divine-lady, fire, I rousted Affectionately spread into the sky through the chimney, Cheered up the cold and depressed late autumn air Aimlessly lingering above my house. Watching how she, the fire of my divine-lady Purifying my world with her love, zealous and altruism, I felt as if I touched something, someth...

My Late Fall Morning Wishes For Choetsow in Cambridge MA By Tt 11-16-19 At Virginia home I lit a candle, a remover of the darkness, It illuminates my heart and expanded the spectrum of the universe, In which I do make my very humble living! I burned the sacred twigs from the Sheegua tree in Tibet, It instantly dispelled the limitation that locks me behind the bar of my physical body. I followed the blue smoke that is crawling up and spreads far... Suddenly, I found I myself deeply drowned into the smoke's self-so nature I talked to myself, I wish it is me or I am it. l welcomed the sacred smells enthusiastically broke out from the Sheegua tree twigs and I beseech her to overtake my entire being in the cosmos So that she can mercilessly smash my ego and its propensities. I wish I am that of heavenly candle light, Illuminating Quiet Receptive, yet immensely powerful! I wish I am that of holy smoke, Free Playful Penet...

A lonely man is pondering   At the Ravens Roost Overlook on Skyline Drive July 4th 2019 By Tt Virginia  I am looking far, faraway... but I don’t know what I need and why... I am waiting for my lady because She demolishes all the limitations created by my ignorance. I sit still  but my mind is dancing violently with the clouds that seems solid and on its own. I want to,  but I can’t bend my head down because my ego gets terrified. I know ultimately I am the space,  Hence, at least can develop a vision  that matches the space and accommodating the life. I know by the nature, I am the cloud flies in the sky,  Therefore, at least can achieve the wisdom that sees the universe as a heap of cloud,  come from nowhere and disappears nowhere... Although, I am not, But, I can be as hard and heartless as the rock I am sitting on. My ego and self-cherishment is not only the cause of my own miseries,...

A Quick Reflection on a Sick Day at Home By tt 4/20/2019 Virginia Home I am exhausted and I am in pain Or literally, my body makes me exhausted and in pain This body of mine has been striking me with pain,  Confusion, heat, and cold Hopelessly, I am letting these evil feelings dance on “me” This body of mine fails to defend “me” The system that works well before Now, opened its gate and has the sufferings streamed in from the world of distress or Dukkha It shouts out “your body is not yours! It was lent to you!” All of sudden, I realized I do not own the thing that I had with my birth It is clear, ultimately I have no control of what I live within all the time Now, I may forgot, but I know the body I claimed me is not me, even not mine. Now, I may forgot, but I know I can live with this truth of Not-me, Owner Not and Owner-less-ness  Although I don’t know when I must return this borrowed entity I got to remember its intrinsic borrowing limit I must plac...

今日随 笔 3/3/19 虽然不大，但是断断续续地，头顶上的老天爷他还是给我们下了一天的绵绵细雨 。     从厨房的窗 户可以看到 左 边的小溪今天也涨了不少。 虽然听不懂溪流它在经过时所叙说的那些故事。但是它那不甘寂寞的喧哗声还是分散了我的注意力 。     天黑了，寒气接踵而至！坐在壁炉前，看看火 苗上 蹿下跳的，我心一片茫然 ……     今天，壁炉里那充 满激情 和活力的火苗它，不 仅没有像以往那样给我带来温暖和感动，反而增加了缭绕在我心头上那痛失双亲的丝丝寒意 。     小 时候，阿妈和阿爸就像头上的蓝天和脚下的大地，顽皮的我因为这高高的天和厚厚的地、自由地、甚至是任性地为自己悄悄地编织了一个又一个的神奇的梦想 。     长大后，阿妈和阿爸就像雪山，草原，河流和森林。看着她（他）们那坚毅勤劳的身姿，沐浴在他们那宽厚仁慈的眼神中，不知不觉间，酷爱遐想的我练就了一双冲刺长空的翅膀。翅膀把我猛然地带上了天，最后轻轻地放在了美洲 ！   长老了，阿妈和阿爸她（他）俩就像一轮默默地坐落在西山尖上的美丽的夕阳，用她（他）们那永恒的爱的余晖照射我浪迹天涯的每天的人生轨迹 。   现在她（他）们走了。她（他）们仙逝，把我从真实的生活中，送进了一个永远也走不出去的回忆的世界 ！     曾 经以追寻父母宽厚慈悲的眼神为目标的我、从今往后只能靠回忆追念度日了 ！       呜呼哀哉！呜呼哀哉 ！

Something for you, it just came out of the “Oven”and is fresh!  The Time Before the Snowfall By Tt 12/12/2019 At home in Virginia (1) It is half past nine in the morning, My body is perfectly happy with its pajama in a warm bed. (2) My morning sweet Indian Jia, brought to me by my daughter, is as warm as her entire soul. The taste of the tea as always,  Not only sweet but very special. I know, it is not a tea, It is the manifestation of my diamond wife’s spirit! (3) I am very satisfied and feel awesome!  (4) “You are blessed with love!” I heard a humble voice soliloquizing somewhere  deep down in my heart. In wondering and gratitude  I looked outside... (5) Through the glass window on my right, I see a very gloomy and stagnant day out there. (6) ‘Perhaps, this is what they say, it is going to be snowing today.’ I very quietly talked to myself... (7) The cold Virginia winter strapped the tree...