Today, I am in my "fullness"

Today I am in my “fullness”
by tt
2\10\21
At Virginia home

(1)

This morning
I woke up from a long dream that not only sustained my life
But confirmed my present existence to be “true”
Things were so odd and the time I survived was an awfully old
Yet, my very “self” dictates the dream magically was “familiar” and “natural”
Everyone was “normal” and “I” was perfectly “present” and” real”.

(2)

From the window
I can see
The gorgeous ornament that laid out by the snow angle in
Two days ago is still forcefully striking my eyes,
And tenderly singing to my dying snow-land-soul!
Oh, the angle of my dear American snow
Please save, otherwise, kill my old Tibetan snow-self!
Snow resurrected my childhood
Brought me back to the land
Where the mountains are trembling, rivers are drying up quickly!

(3)

In sorrow
Like those of billions are deceived by a tool on their palm called “smartphones”
I automatically turned on my own device
Or rather the “demon’s box”
And try to find something new and make myself feel good
But suddenly as if I heard an ancient invocation of wisdom
I swiftly denied the application of my “demon’s box”
It is apparent that the “application” would be applied, even confused me again
And I will be lost and return to my reality, exhausted

“Go! Go to the world of Tathagata!” I heard.

(4)

Yes, the Tathagata, my very own primordial being,
Please remove the eye webs from my eyes!
I cried out for assistance…
Directs by faith I gently ride on my breath
Yes, you heard that right, my breath, the very soul mate of my life…

(5)

Can I become the air?
Am I not space?
Do I have to be aged?
Could I destroy the iron wall of time?

(6)

Did anyone ever see the breath and mind are not non-dual?
Are air, space, and time truly separable?
Isn’t that billions of light-years start with the moment of the “fist”?

(7)

Is the long and fantastic dream I had last night
The extension of my yesterday’s waking existence?
Have I dreamed in last night is myself now? or
Am I, having a dream of the person, I was in last night?

(8)

Riding on your breath gently
Let it in without you that defends the ego
Let it out without the world you trust you are really in
Riding gently, riding fully heartedly…

(9)

I had a long dream last night
My dream was driven by ego and sensual indulgence
There were some good moments but after all, was undesirable
Stress can be ended if the desire is stopped
Desire will be vanished by the wisdom that clearly sees the nature of mind

(10)

May you become the air, bright and elegant
May you dissolved into cosmos, infinity and boundless
May you transcend the time, become a fully enlightened one
Flying freely with the wings of compassion and wisdom
To be the guardian of all sentient beings!